? why

( crying face )

? may i ask why do you want to hate it

? and do you mean this site or this page

you know ,, sometimes i think just like you

and that's obvious because i always leave this site for a rather long time

but then i think ,, i need a place to express my feelings without anyone judging me

there are a lot of places on the internet to do that ,, twitter for example

i have a twitter account and i always tweet in English ,, about my feelings

but no one can really understand me like the people here in this site

because all people in here are like us ,, that's why i keep going back

what I'm trying to say is ,, we are more emotional and more vulnerable than other people

and because of that it is really helpful for us to express our emotions and feelings around people who really understand how we feel

and you know what ? Allah will reward you

because you help me and helping another Muslim in need is good ,, i pray for you to be happy

yes happy

all i can do is pray and ask Allah for you to be happy and to have a joyful life and the smile never leaves your face

الله يوفقك ويسعدك ويرزقك يارب وييسر لك امور الخير والسعادة في دينك ودنياك ويكتب لك راحة البال ويشرح صدرك ,, اللهم آمين يارب

:)

آمين يارب :)

After what happened in the panic attack section the way I look to forum changed forever

? oh my god what happened

Ugly fight , goodnight

ok well I'm glad it's over now

:) good night

good evening dear brother
how are you

hello and welcome my sister

I'm good ,, getting by

? how are you ? do you feel better now

I'm not sure if you're gonna read this but

I just wanted to say hi ,, I'm sure you have a good reason to leave

I pray for you :) ,, i hope everything works out good

and it would be nice if you can say hello to me every now and then

of course if you're able to

good morning miss. skoon

:) you always bright up my page

have a great day

dear bro
please forgive me....iwas very busy lately...however...wish you're fine and you're as well

hello miss. zhoor

it's okay

I'm good how about you

just fine....

? just fine ? not even a smile

:) come on ,, smile

i think I'm losing my mind

is that possible ? I mean why do i feel like I'm going crazy

I really think I'm losing my mind

how do i know ? how do i know if im going crazy or not

اهلا وسهلا اخي مجرد انسان

كل عام وانت بخير وعافية

تقبل الله منا ومنك صالح الاعمال والطاعات

عندما يقع الإنسان تحت ضغوطات معينه .. لفترة طويله ..
تستنزف طاقته النفسية .. عبر إستهلاك عقله بالتفكير .. و إستهلاك عواطفه ..
عندما تجابه أمرا عصيا عليك من ناحية التفكير .. فأنت تجهد عقلك .. حتى تشعر بفقدان سبطرتك عليه ..
أنت تفكر بأمر ما منذ فترة طويله .. المشكله أن هذا الأمر لم يغلق الباب دونه .. و لم ينتهي أمره أو حسم من قبلك ..
لذلك تشعر بأنك مستنزف .. و مرهق ذهنيا و عاطفيا ..
و هذا يقود إلى .. إرهاق العقل و بالتالي يبدأ عقلك بالتخبط ..
فهو لا يملك من ينبغي عليه أن يملكه من طاقه و راحه ..
أسال الله أن يريح عقلك و قلبك ..

كل سنة و انت طيب اخي سلطان

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اللهم آمين ,, وياك يارب

فعلا صدقتي أختي تباشير ,, كلامك في محله

اهلا وسهلا اختي امل

كل عام وانتي بخير

so ,, i feel like im going crazy because my brain is working too much

and because its way pass the point of "healthy thinking" so thats why i keep forgetting things

and having difficulties thinking straight

so basically my brain is overloaded

its like plugging a 110v device in a 220v cable

i feel exhausted ,, not physically ,, mentally exhausted ,, i feel like my mind is drained out

i have no energy to think straight ,, i wish i can just stop thinking about it ,, i tried ,, but i cant

i wish i can end this ,, i wish i can end it right now ,, because im tired ,, im so tired of all of this

:(

good morning to you too miss. shadow

it's always nice to see you here

thank you for your kind words